So another boring day begins or exists... it's after five... how many more hours before bed? It's pathetic, really, when you think about it. I mean, I am 25 years old and am bored stiff because there is nothing to do in this town! Not anything I want to do anyways. How can a day start with so much promise and end with so much boredom. I know, I know... we choose the way we look at the day, but I there are only so many books and so many lifetime movies a girl can watch. Stopping short of actually doing work for the next week, no wait I already did some of it. My job is wonderful and I love what I am doing when I am doing it... there is no one to hang out with around here. Let alone, anyone to date.
Do you ever feel like you are missing out on something? Even though you know there is a PLAN, you can't help but wonder if you have already missed something that was supposed to change your life. I get that feeling when I watch a movie and a couple kisses, I just feel this pang of longing for that, for something like it, an emptiness. I know that God is my one true love, but I am a little frustrated for the world that I am in right now, I just want out of this town somedays!! I am tired of being by myself.
I saw Perfect Man, last night. It was cheesy, but good. Holly (Hillary Duff) is great about writing on her online blog everyday, of chronicling her life, I guess I wanted to do the same. Today also is Father's Day... I have the best DADDY in the world!! He is the only man I really can depend on (earthly speaking). Thanks daddo!:) You Rock!
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