Well, I have come to another crossroad, where I feel I have been a million times before. Why does letting go suck so much.... why can't we love unfailingly and unabashedly the ones we want... why can't they make us truly happy? Why does God put such amazing people in our lives and just decide that they are not right for us? I mean really, how hard is it be just happy... apparently too hard for me these days. This new year marks a new road, but will be just like the last? filled with uncertainty, a rollercoaster, full of pain and joy... most def yet... will I finally fall completely fall head over heels in love with the man that I and GOD want for me? Will it just be right and I won't have to try so hard? There could not be a better man out there for me, but why isn't right? These are the questions that are lingering on my mind as I head into the new year. I am trusting in God's strength and provision...
J
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